rumah sudah! :D

personally delayed ticket, doubted sleeping area, searching ticket home, overnighted at others place, and finallayyyy im home! :D
*blissful 

have fun playing in the rain.then grab a donut.yummy bon appetite

not yet home -,-

satu uitm ni, aku sorang je ke hidup? hahh..sunyi gila semalam (semalam tertidur, lupa nak tulis diary.takpe la,qadar hari ni.ehee) Damn bosan gila tak ingat. aza call, "weh ain, aku bosan gila ni. sorang sorang ni. kau datang laa. fana dah balik. bus dia baru gerak. cepattt. aku bagi masa 5 min." hey chup, kenapa pulak dia yang bagi aku masa ni. padahal dia yang nak mintak teman.  psycho -,-
dah siap pakai pakai baju bundle baru beli tadi, dah turun tangga tiga tinggat(atau sebelum masuk U, aku anggap empat tingkat), aza cakap "fana dah bebel bebel ni, cepat sikit" ceh fucker. perangkap sebenarnya. saja nak suruh aku datang. hehh.. takpe takpe, kau kawan aku. :*

and aza goes, "ain, aku rasa bersalah dkt kau." :( sebab biarkan aku jalan berbatu batu then tipu aku. takpe lagi. yang tak tahan, aku baru sampai, bus dia pun sampai.
aza menangis, damn. aku baru teringat, perempuan ni ada masalah ni. TAK BOLEH BALIK BERCUTI. mesti dia menangis punya la kalau ada orang hantar dia. takpun dia hantar orang balik. haha aza aza.. nampak je kasar. :*
"kau ni, sakai. seminggu je kot cuti," kental tak saya? padahal dalam hati dah rasa sayu. hahh, damn kau aza. ajar aku jadi jiwang :p

its only 11.05, fyi.

the next afternoon, im packing back to home. ets ticket pukul2.

then pokyul and kak aiza jemput. we stepping one to another stairs dkt boutique di Bangsar. :D

now, im at shah alam. dalam bilik, doing nothing. online berjam jam semata mata nak upload gambar ni sebab connection really god fucker-damn-it. upgrade my broadband, please. -,-

censored title, alright. (edited) -____-

original entry is banned due to inappropriate content. please regret that you didn't have opportunity to read the original one.

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btw ini gambar selingan kami (dalam kereta ke kot.sakai.haha)

actually ada more lagi. tapi macam bosan je nak masuk banyak banyak gambar yang sama cuma pose nya sahaja beza sedikit(dari muncung bibir, senyum nampak gigi, senyum tutp gigi sambil tangan buat buat comel) -,-

i've been staying all night long to stalking her, all right. o,O

i was wondering 'macam mana lah kau boleh jadi popular gila kan? sampai lecturer Bel aku pun dok cerita dia belajar vocab dari belog kau.'. and i admitted that your entries are all cool and funny and rasa macam nak gelak je sebab jujur and comel sangat. hee~ that's when i terfikir nak cari first entry Hanis Zalikha ni. hoping that i can steal one or two or all her strategies of being in fame. (hahh, what a not-cool intention)

btw here's Hanis Zalikha's first entry! :D

Hanis Zalikha's First Entry

she's funny and good at delivering thing to say. i have fun reading her belog. althou kadang kadang dia ni perasan. hee~ 

hipster on fixie

hee~ hi hipster! you are sooo gedik. and moron ada mengada and GILA. haha :D
but it's fun. it's fun. *honest :)

macam best kan? :D

I spotted this place when i read Hanis Zalikha's blog. and thought this place really cool :D

missed class(-es) :o

haihh.. macam mana ni. aku dah la tak pergi class material, BS pun tak pergi. dah kelam kabut macam arnab(wtf -,-) bersiap sebab bangun tepat tepat pukul9, lepas tu si fana ketuk ketuk bilik.
dalam hati aku, wah gila lah.sayang betul kau dekat aku kan. sampai aku lambat pergi class 10min, kau dah cari aku dekat bilik. *terharu :')
but then dia cakap, " Ain, kau nak pergi class tak?! Aku risau ni." 
fana, susah je kau datang bilik aku. dah la jauh, semata mata nak tengok aku okay ke tak. thanks fana. *cakap dalam hati.terharu~
dengan termengah mengah dia terus duduk atas katil, "en khairi mintak portfolio ni.. macam mana? aku risau. aku tak buat pun lagi." 
cehh, haram kau nak risau pasal aku kan. buat letih je aku terharu. ngee~

dan begini lah cerita macam mana aku boleh terlajak tak pergi dua class. first class, memang aku niat tak nak pergi. then the class after, it wasn't my intention at All. salahkan fana, please. :*

blackout,

last night

laptop skin syok sendiri xp

kebanyakan gambar, so untuk tidak membazir...inilah hasilnya! :p

i'm a WRITER~ :DD

i have been approached as a writer in QaiSzen magazine! :D It's always my dream to become a writer, novelist, journalist! and now, they give me opportunity to sweep the inner bulb inside me(wth). thank thank thanks! i'll do my best! :))

selamat thaipusam! :D

haha.. sebenarnya takde kena mengena pun tajuk entry ni. suka hati lah kan, diary saya. -,-
i was intended to join thaipusam event pagi tadi. and when tya ajak pergi rumah pakcik dia yang katanya, "alah, dekat je." tu, i thought of stopping at batu gajah sekejap. they said dekat batu gajah celebration thaipusam best. that's why i am eager to join. plus, i havent been at any thaipusam event. and because i am onemalaysian. 'as a malaysian we should yadda yadda yaddaa..' btw, who's with me? put your hand up! :D
so we went to tya's pakcik house which is at bagan datoh, which i spelled it wrong(i spelled pengkalan dato).
 p/s: saya kena tipu hidup hidup. bagan datoh ini jauhnya adalah kira kira dua jam perjalanan viva 120km/hr.
the kampung there is awesome, breath-taking view and they got parit and titi at every house. tya said, "ha korang, ni lah kampung! :D"  as if i'm from bandar like her. -,-'
btw we didnt make it to batu gajah. the location is at the other end of perak. and aza keep reminding me about our tons of assignment. :(
but it's okay. i have much fun playing in the sun! :D and atleast i can take a few of cool pics with really cool background(but low quality camera and wrong time)

really breath-taking kan? :)) *not the fat lady there. :p

Proudly in her Guess shirt and Guess bag and  and..greentownmall sunny. XD

macam mana?

i get invited to be in a photoshoot, just for a photographer's portfolio. but how? i'm not sure if hafiz would bless me. ohh.. :(

aku GILA kecoh, by aza.

HAHA.. suka~ saya berjaya buat makcik tahi lalat hidup ni malu. ehee.. tengok dia dari belakang. :p

it's written 'saya GILA kecoh' :p

Okay kalau tak nampak, kita zoom 'sikit' okay? (i was in a real rush.punyalah nak tanggap bagi dia tak perasan.so tak dapat nak zoomed in)

still tak nampak? hahh..takpe lah,takpe.kesian aza.jangan buli dia dah.HAHA..(ni lah perasaan aku bila en hafiz buli aku.hohh RASAKAN) :p

about 55mins before aza perasan...
she doesnt perasan at all actually.sampailah dah jalan dua bangunan, tegur puluh puluh(untuk lebih dramatik) orang, baru saya tanggalkan kertas ni. HAHA.. memang kena sumpah seranah. jangan marah yeee, kepochi. :p

she smiled like she's the happiest four-kids-and-a-mercedes mother(apo ni).while i tried really hard to not to show any kekantoian. :/

by the time, i secretly laugh my ass out.haha peace aza? :)

accidently spotted these!

this is soo random. we were waiting for the 'pencuri kereta'. and while waiting tengah panas tu, i spotted a place that i thought it would be quiet exotic for photoshoot. :/
so what else---within a hurried seconds, i forced fana to snap my pictures. ;p

see, told ya. the location is okay kan? padahal belakang rumah orang je.

hahh..budget saya ni Hanis Zalikha kan? ada 19734 followers. padahal tak sampai tiga digits pun. -,-

bee,

thanks for accompany me till i sleep. thanks for making me sleep calmly and less frighten. i just love you so much. ...and i'm sorry. :(

sorry. i miss-heard

i want to apologize about the previous post. especially to mimie. i missed heard/heard it wrong about something. it's not "ain dengan mimie tu over," no. she didn't say that. she said, "nak dengar cerita lucu pasal mimie dengan ain tak?" 

sorry. tersalah info. but still, it's hurt the same.

sides of a broken family

i've been thinking about what to post since like pagi tadi. but yet, sekarang i don't know what how to write. fuck, what's with me? kan kau dah fikir macam macam ayat nak luahkan rasa marah, geram kau. tapi kenapa sekarang you suck all your words and feel your eyes throbbing from trying hard to stop the tears from falling. 

damn damn.. why people have to hold a feeling that is called, idk..um, okay maybe it's called, satu perasaan menyampah yang akan dirasai oleh seseorang yang sudah lama bersama dengan kita. and that result: mengumpat.

"ain dengan mimie tu over....." what? sorry, idk the full sentence. but from what i hear, it's not sound good.. 

my feeling was like, :'(

mummy daddy, apa salah kami? 

hang tau tak, aku rasa excited gila nak p band petang semalam. sebab apa? sebab nak jumpa hangpa.

hang tau tak, apa aku rasa time first first nampak hang, mummy? aku rasa happy gila. terus rasa rindu nak manja manja gedik gedik dengan hang. serious.

and daddy, hang tak tau macam mana happy nya aku bila nampak hang. aku rasa nak lompat terus pergi dekat hang time hang muncul tiba tiba tu. rindu gila kot nak dengar nasihat hang, nak dengar hang bebel bebel dekat aku, mimie. lepas tu cakap, "hang nii..haihh" -,-'

tapi nak buat macam mana, kan daddy mummy? aku sayang gila dengan hangpa semua. kita dah macam satu family kot. aku dah lah susah nak selesa dengan orang. kalau aku dah selesa, memang macam ni lah perangai aku. over gedik, kan? sorry jugak kalau hang tak suka perangai aku macam tu. aku just jadi diri aku sendiri.

aku maybe takpandai nak cakap aku rindu dekat korang, aku maybe takde masa nak text korang, aku maybe macam sombong gila tak tegur korang dekat facebook, aku jugak yang asyik bagi excuse je asal hang semua dok ajak aku overnight.

aku ni memang jarang text text orang, and aku open facebook just to check notification, sorry jugak sebab aku asyik tak dapat keluar overnight dengan korang tapi tu bukan sebab aku taknak, tu sebab aku ada alasan lain(jangan persoalkan kenapa dengan budak lain aku boleh.hang semua extra special untuk aku.jangan samakan hang dengan depa), and yess, honestly i miss you guys so much, mummy daddy. tak tipu. i miss the time we hanging out dekat foodcourt, the time we met dekat bazar, setiap kali balik dari band pergi pasar malam althou aku tak pernah pernah suka pergi sana sebelum ni, and the time kita bincang benda takpenting tapi buat gaya macam isu dunia, wondering about the not necessary thing, and i miss the old you yang asyik dok bebel bebel dekat aku, asyik nasihat aku. :(

this family, is broken apart. and now, i'm slowly learning how to cure myself and tell myself repeatedly that i should know how to appreciate people. sorry. i miss you guys, but it's just seem so out of track. i seem like an idiot to you guys, always came out with excuses and lie a lot. maybe i should change all your contact names. no more albakry at the end of each name. :((

weh aku tak buat apa apa pun. serious. :(

Environment: Everybody is listening half dead(but still manage to control their nerdiness) to the muka-cahaya-keimanan-tapi-cara-macam-rempit(imagine!) lecturer.

One obviously not comfortable with her dress girl, saying something to her friend that sit next to her. "Aku cam dengar ceramah agama."
Her big alive moles friend respond: "Aku dah nak tertidur ni," But still maintaining her position and can hardly notice that she is actually mumbling something.
So the girl with the uncomfortable dress turn to her friend to confirm that she is really sleepy(because her expression said that she capture every single words that the lecturer say). when she adjusting her view back to the Lcd screen, the ha-ha-i'm-so-funny-all-the-time lecturer is looking directly into her face!
She immediately drop her head down so the lecturer will think she is really noting what he said. and hoping that he wouldn't say anything or make fun of her, for he's always make fun of people.
"Saya bukan tengok awak. Orang sebelah awak tu," Oh apa? Huhh..glad. :)
Then when she raise her head, the lecturer was obviously mean to say that previous line to her friend that sit next to her. (means that the lecturer is COMFIRMLY 'tengok' she!)
"Awak sekolah perempuan kan dulu?" what? mulut tercengang. apa ke hal nyo ekau tanya aku tiba tiba soalan tu. dah lah buat muka macam saying i'm having a serious HIV. 
She just replied no. afraid that he will continue to ask her moooore question.
"Saya tengok awak asyik pandang kiri kanan." and then apa kenanya dengan sekolah perempuan ke tak?
She's just smiling while noticing the whole class is staring at her and laugh madly, thinking that it's a really funny scenery.
Okay lah. He continue his lecture. phew glad.. 
"Awak tak suka makan ikan ye?" :o
--__--  Dont know what to answer. it might be a tricky question.
"Focus!" Staring inside my eyes while make a habitual(he might think it's fun.idk) hand gesture. heyy, i dont do a single thing psycho! what's up with you? i'm trying hard to focus and not moving a single cell.
Then he continue with bla bla bla, making fun of her. telling the whole class how he felt when he noticed that an 'object' is moving here and there. shit! maluuuuu
Okay he's get back to his work. but then after a few lines, he start his oh-so-funny-question again, with the seriously-over-pill face. "Mesti sayur pun awak tak suka makan kan?"
The girl just nod politely.
but he still havent seems to play enough. "Awak mesti makan ayam je kan?" hoiiii! apanya kau ni? dah laa..satu class kot pandang aku gelak gelak. kau ingat kelakar sangat ke.
And then he continue the rest of the class with routine like this. few lecture, and then back to knowing-me topic. asking the girl's name, facebook thingy. hahh..heck betul. nasib dapat lecturer suka buat lawak rempit sejati ni. bagi lecture macam gangster(this one is fun,sebab kelakar cara dia), then making a few funny conversation with his random student. tapi serious, i dont know how to picture him. he's really this funny. okay, muka boleh tahan lah. kurus kering, suka cuba untuk buat lawak. lepas tu kalau dia buat lawak, dia buat muka macam nak gelak tapi cover. gelak dia tu pulak macam sindir orang, but at the same time buat orang lain yang tengok tu ketawa. and his action is really unexpectable. this is the factor why he acted like that. hohh..
just imagine how funny does people see him. i personally think he is funny, but still, I"M THAT GIRL!!!!!

waaa~ malu gila. :'(

amoi manis (tittle changed)

 This is my amoy, budak cina sesat. yang selalu teman aku pergi makan dekat foodcourt, jalan sama sama pergi brass band and have the same taste on particular things. and then one fine night when she stayed at my room, i found out more mutual thing we had(despite the phone and kadang kadang baju). we happen to have the Exact same underwear! HAHA.. seriously. when she gantung hers. i was like, is she pinjam mine?(she always!but takkan lah spender pun kami share kan) :p because that's exactly looks like mine. swear, tak tipu. not only one, but two shades yang sama. haha..  :D

ps: we wear the same green spender this time :p

boy's game?

is it make you cool, to win every of your mates' fool challenges?
like, go to random ppl and say, "hello, can lay your mum down?" and then you get a car for doing that by the fool friends who challenged you.

hahh.. this is what happen to me:
a boy came up at us and suddenly say: "hi you guys, kawan i cabar i suruh cakap dengan you guys. diaorang ada dekat sana tu. jangan tengok jangan tengok. nanti diaorang perasan(wtbh). diaorang cabar i cakap dengan you. diaorang nak bagi kfc bucket. so apa yang you nak?"

HAHHH? wtbh? flapping hell. i dont know his type. yang nak kata berani, yes boleh lah. tapi jujur pun yee. just, jujur salah tempat. huhh..
okay fine lah, kalau kau nak tunjuk berani depan kawan kau kan. tapi tak payah lah nak bagitau kitaorang niat sebenar kau. and lagi satu, it officially make us like, lick somebody's boots. it's kinda grovel us, if you ask me. sorry for not being 'fun'. by 'fun', i mean in your term.

what i replied to him:

i think you have get your kfc bucket!

*sambil buat muka annoyed and i-dont-care expression.showing as if these happen 10th times a day to me.hee

someone interviewed me :D

"first day i stepped into Uitm, i heard about this one popular girl in Kolej Indera Mulia......"

HAHA.. this is the first line of the article :D oh proud pulak saya. ngee~
sorryyyy.. saja je nak perasan sikit. -,- Actually it is a little interesting assignment Mdm Ita asked us to do. (macam gempak je tittle, padahal class assignment je.but still,thanks Al.aku tau ko tak tipu) :p The task is, find a partner in shuffle, asked her/him Q and write an article based on your interview result.

why do you fart smelly, but there is absolutely nothing in your refrigerator?

Here's what I asked my partner:


Q: Why did ppl called you 'Al'?
A: It's simple. and i like the name 'Al', because it's cute unic.

Q: Can you communicate in BM, instead of Terengganu?
A: Yes No Yes. But i would somehow slip few word into my dialect.

Q: What is the most creative thing you did in your last three days?
A: I played check, and after three steps, i can actually checked mate my opponent. :o

Q: What is your dirty little habit?
A: I foul fart. I fart smelly. My roommates will get out of our room. (urghh..)


Q: If I go into a 'tour' into your refrigerator, what would i possibly find?
A: Nothing. *grinning

Q: Then how come you'd fart smelly?
A: I love to eat extra nasik lemak with eggs. (er..okayyyy)


Q: Do you think guys should have armpit hair?
A: Yes No. Its give oneself the creeps. plus, it's smelly. (haha..this one thing, i respected you!i mean, after fart foul!) :p

class up and down changing changing changing

apa entah. asyik nak susun semula jadual lah apa jadah lah. jadual sekarang dah okay, kan? please don't change it to be more worse. i started to learn how to appreciate. see,

Isnin: Bangun pukul 9 (better than pukul8), and then just dua class lagi. 4pm, i'm free. boleh tidur

Selasa: this is the day which i might mengeluh sikit. balik pukul6. but it's okay lah kan. 4 classes, but there are loads gap between each. and plus, the lecturers this day are cool. :D

Rabu: bangun pagi lagi. but just 3 classes. and still have gap. balik pukul 4. (brass band,this week belum start lagi)

Khamis: 10am start class. so pukul 9 boleh bangun. ehee~ bahagia kan?

Jumaat: just untill 11am. and then, naik bus pulang rumah! :D

How free my schedule sekarang kan? kalau depa tukaq lagi, haihh taktau lah cek. alamat macam sem lepas lah, jumaat ada class petang. takpun malam ada class. adoii.. nauzzubillah.. but you can't be that cruel, dont you? ;)
Plus today's great, my classmates suddenly increase 55% (almost look like my old classmates dah disappear forever.ehee). sebab there are few classes that have to be vanish. included helina's. so today she join my class. it was kinda happening. because my original classmates are really boring and asyik buat muka stone je, dah lah cakap dengan kawan sebelah je. haihh.. nasib ada ko, aza. fana dah lah kena attend her class repeat.
but later tonight, helina told me..she can't join my class anymore. sebab class kami dah full. alahh..why so many chances? esok, entah dengan budak mana kami combine. takut..

wish this sem will be great as the previous,

roommate #2 (cont'd)

sorry i had to cut it yesterday (yesterday, right?). so begini biodata roommate #2 saya. ;)

Name: Siti Hajar Helina (i'm not quiet sure, sebab i just hear it from her mum)

My 1st impression when she popped at my(my,for that particular time) door: HELINA haha.. :o   *relieved* because

1) she's also QS. i know it, because i was over gelabah time they said QS must wear tudung. kami junior

2) she's also from Kekwa, my ex kolej.

3) i had text her a few times before this in our last sem. cant said i relieved bout this one.i might look desperate or annoyed to her,idk.but i malu jugak lah. thinking that dulu pernah texting texting her tanya, dinner you pakai tudung tak. hehhh ain

4) she's seem friendly and banyak cakap

5) this one is weird, but i actually have this in my mind--maybe we could be friend like me and mimie.haha

We(me and Na) call her: Helina. but sometime i'm with muka taktau malu, macam dah lama gila kenal, panggil dia Hel ja. haha..

Early conversation: can't remember well.maybe, "bilik ni ya?" ke "kenapa sampai lewat" ke "Helina, bag!" -,-

She: okay. a bit malu kot kadang kadang sebab she's like hilang arah tuju. HAHA.. takdelah. she like to laugh, i guess. and really consider others feeling. 

Me: i just a bit shy with her sebab taktau nak bahasakan diri apa. and also with Na.

ps: i can't show you guy's my new roommates pic. it would be, heh asal pulak budak ni tiba tiba ambik gambar aku atas katil ni. nak jual aku ke hapa. -__-

with new roommates! :D

i'm not quiet sure with that symbol. :D or :) or :/ hmmm, maybe this -,-
from cameron, we went straight away to perak semalam. i get this cool fever, yang make me tergetar getar sebab sejuk. new year pun, tengok bunga api dari tingkap je. idk. nak kata demam, i'm not ussually be this tough. kalau demam, mesti menangis ke and as if semua benda tak jadi buat. uhh..whatever. i'm not here to talk bout my sakit-demam-tapi-tak-sure-demam-ke-tak.
i'm here to note my first day with my new roommates and new room, new block, new spooky room location, my tiny little kick ass wardrobe bla bla bla. :) yet, i try to make this smiley, maybe for the first point only

bila check result kolej, i have to say, i'm quiet rellieve bila tahu dapat kolej. maybe probably because i'm a little afraid with have to deal with life on my own bila duduk luar hostel nanti. but one i'm not really sure bout is, C2318 is Cemara or Cempaka. i hope it's cemara because i atleast i don't have to feel like i'm living in a hostel(cemara give you the feeling like living in cheap apartment.btw,it's still better than hostel,right?). well no, it's turn out to be Cempaka.
which, is more worse than my previous block and it's located on the very far of our falculty. damn you, pihak pengurusan kolej. :(

hm..it's okay. it's still a tiny hope there. maybe my room will be better. *hoping
dengan bag roda yang berat mak ai, saya pun naik bilik. then sampai sampai je C2318, terus tengok bilik dia(i mean, bilik saya lah kan) ya Allah, biliknyaaa. tiga katil. satu katil double decker, satu katil single. okay lah, it's not that bad. then bila tengok almari, haiyaaa..manyak halus. almari besi je. agak agak sebesar(sekecik) badan saya. hm.. and then dalam bilik tu, there is a girl. my first impresion to her is, maybe this is someelse's adik. sebab she's actually too kecik molek. but lepas dah turunkan bag, she's still kemas kemas. and i began the conversation. "dah lama ke sampai?" she answered, "baru je lagi :)" And with that, i can say that i really comfirm that she's my roommate #1. :)

hm..i'm not feeling well bout typing, currenty. can i continue with my roommate #2 later, diary? :(