a dreamer, i shall call.

Dear Hafiz:
There are so many reasons why I Love You. So many, that I don't feel like I'm being forced to list this out. Surprisingly, I don't even have to think. It just came to my fingers like the drink we had today. Btw the list is just one chapter. I have hundreds more chapter with me, in me. :)

1. You approach me like no other boys did.
2. You say 'hey there' instead of saying 'boleh berkenalan?'.
3. You say you like me the first time we text.
4. You say you been watching me all this while.
5. You didn't judge me like others.
6. You ignore the fact that we met each other (not officially.just bumped into), in discipline room every morning because I had to report my attendance three times a day. 
7. You said you were spying on me all this while.
8. You knew quite a lot about me, that time. Now, you had know almost everything about me.
9. You gave me the Kitten phone chain the second day we text.
10. You are the most gorgeous creature in school.
11. You are the reason I went to school, even it was the most filthy space at the moment. 
12. You are the reason I need to go to girl's toilet everytime before I walk to lab. (because the lab is infront of your classroom)
13. You are the reason I forced Priya to go Biology's class, so that I will have the chance to see you. <3
14. You are the reason I don't want to go lab, when I'm not satisfied with my look.
15. You are the reason I don't want to go school, when we have deep conversation the night before.
16. You are the reason I want to come home quickly, to text you.
17. You make me smile at your words.
18. You make me skip my lunch.
19. You told me things a wanna hear.
20. You never forget to put smiley in every text.
21. You always praise me.
22. You make me fly (and smile upon the fly).
23. You always say the things I wanna hear.
24. You show me the cleaner side of life, when mine is upside-down.
25. You give me a good role model.
26. You are a strong example to everything I do/did.
27. You make me blushed when you watched me blow the melodian from distance.
28. You make me ignore others and start focusing on the good thing I have (which is, you)
29. You ignore my haters.
30. You didn't even ask why they un-friend me and hated me that much.
31. You said, I wonder why the kids boycott you.I personally think you are perfect. :))
32. You praise me when I did something right, even it's a small matter.
33. You share the stars you adore with me.
34. You asked me to join you to watch the stars.
35. You said you want to catch the stars and you want me to be there when you did. :)
36. You taught me metophora. <3
37. You make me dare to dream, again.
38. You come to me when I have nobody.
39. You didn't care that I have nothing but my ego.
40. You told your guy friend that you liked me.
41. You always gave me that crooked smile when we bumped into each other.
42. You make me circle the building, only to avoid you, because I was too shy. =.=
43. You make me super-care with how I look.
44. You said, I Love You without tired even at that time you know I would never reply it back.
45. You say the same words/compliment to me until now! <3
46. You treat me like I'm a valuable thing.
47. You wouldn't dare to hurt me.
48. You always want to call me, even didn't picked up, because I was afraid that once you heard my voice, you would change your interest.
49. You turned out to be the Romeo the first time we had conversation on phone (after months we communicate via words).
50. You sang me song!
51. You make me scream (in my heart).
52. You said, duh it's like I'm performing in a big concert.My hands were shaking so badly. :')
53. You make me ran to my mum and told her about you.
54. You are not proud of what you have.
55. You are a very religious boy, and I love this one. <3
56. You answered, 'Um it's a tough Q. I don't know. Okay, I don't like your phone. Because it's the reason I can't hear your voice' when I send him test on What Do You Hate About Me.
57. You make skipped class, and ran to see you performed.
58. You stare at me (only me!) eventhough you have hundreds audience! <333
59. You didn't layan me infront of your guyfriends, but somehow you send me some feeling that make me run into my class cheerfully.
60. You appreciate when I send different postmen to deliver your choc muffin every Wedn.
61. You still want me, even I'm not as nice as thought.
62. You can't let me go, even I had hurt you badly. :'((((
63. You show me the most powerful feeling that night. :')
64. You teach me how to be loyal.
65. You never give up.
66. You risked all risk to be with me.
67. You picked me from unruliness. 
68. You forgave me when I did something so hurtful.
69. You say good thing even after I make you hurt.
70. You make me cry and regret.
71. You make me clear that I want you, only you.
72. You are the greatest gift ever!
73. You always there for me when I need you. 
74. You spend your new year with your friends but still replied to my text without delay.
75. You make me go all lovey-dovey.
76. You show me how to be in love. I never, in my life, love someone like I love you. I never open myself to this kind of thing. I never knew how to say those three words, I swear!
77. You calm me everytime I mess up.
78. You didn't ask me be good, but make me want to be one.
79. You respect me so much that you'll ask me everytime we want to plan something.
80. You eat finished my food. 
81. You give me a good day, everyday. 
82. You turned your car's radio off when I'm in it, so that we can hear each other voice without background sound.
83. You hug me, but I feel less romance more love.
84. You hold my hands while driving.
85. You listen to my stupid jokes and endless talk.
86. You didn't ashamed with me if I laugh out loud. =.= Okay, this tiny one, I LIED. You do ashamed when I can't control myself infront public or when I insist to watch Jennifer's Body in the cafe. But that's  the balancing. Either one have to be the army when the other one is the riot. ;)
87. You respect my parents and try hard to be friend with my bros. 
88. You are my twin-mother.
89. You call me every chance you have, even just to say you love me.
90. You rock our long-distance relationship like no other will manage. 
91. You make feel I don't need anyone or any gadget when I already have you. 
92. You still sending me sweet text even we knew each other long.
93. You answer my call, 'Hi beautiful' even I just woke you up early morning.
94. You a real patience! You calmed me when I'm being super paranoid. You stand with me eventhought I cried and shouted crazily.
95. You can't miss a day without saying goodnight to me, and tell me bedtime story everyday.
96. You immediately call me once we arrive home after dating. And talk on phone. The time we just had, just wasn't enough.
97. You love me.
98. You love me patiently. 
99. You love me patiently like I'm that special.
100. You make me clear of what I'm doing, feeling and standing of. That is, loving you. 

Still learning about you and our love,

Ain :D