selamat thaipusam! :D

haha.. sebenarnya takde kena mengena pun tajuk entry ni. suka hati lah kan, diary saya. -,-
i was intended to join thaipusam event pagi tadi. and when tya ajak pergi rumah pakcik dia yang katanya, "alah, dekat je." tu, i thought of stopping at batu gajah sekejap. they said dekat batu gajah celebration thaipusam best. that's why i am eager to join. plus, i havent been at any thaipusam event. and because i am onemalaysian. 'as a malaysian we should yadda yadda yaddaa..' btw, who's with me? put your hand up! :D
so we went to tya's pakcik house which is at bagan datoh, which i spelled it wrong(i spelled pengkalan dato).
 p/s: saya kena tipu hidup hidup. bagan datoh ini jauhnya adalah kira kira dua jam perjalanan viva 120km/hr.
the kampung there is awesome, breath-taking view and they got parit and titi at every house. tya said, "ha korang, ni lah kampung! :D"  as if i'm from bandar like her. -,-'
btw we didnt make it to batu gajah. the location is at the other end of perak. and aza keep reminding me about our tons of assignment. :(
but it's okay. i have much fun playing in the sun! :D and atleast i can take a few of cool pics with really cool background(but low quality camera and wrong time)

really breath-taking kan? :)) *not the fat lady there. :p

Proudly in her Guess shirt and Guess bag and  and..greentownmall sunny. XD

macam mana?

i get invited to be in a photoshoot, just for a photographer's portfolio. but how? i'm not sure if hafiz would bless me. ohh.. :(

aku GILA kecoh, by aza.

HAHA.. suka~ saya berjaya buat makcik tahi lalat hidup ni malu. ehee.. tengok dia dari belakang. :p

it's written 'saya GILA kecoh' :p

Okay kalau tak nampak, kita zoom 'sikit' okay? (i was in a real rush.punyalah nak tanggap bagi dia tak perasan.so tak dapat nak zoomed in)

still tak nampak? hahh..takpe lah,takpe.kesian aza.jangan buli dia dah.HAHA..(ni lah perasaan aku bila en hafiz buli aku.hohh RASAKAN) :p

about 55mins before aza perasan...
she doesnt perasan at all actually.sampailah dah jalan dua bangunan, tegur puluh puluh(untuk lebih dramatik) orang, baru saya tanggalkan kertas ni. HAHA.. memang kena sumpah seranah. jangan marah yeee, kepochi. :p

she smiled like she's the happiest four-kids-and-a-mercedes mother(apo ni).while i tried really hard to not to show any kekantoian. :/

by the time, i secretly laugh my ass out.haha peace aza? :)

accidently spotted these!

this is soo random. we were waiting for the 'pencuri kereta'. and while waiting tengah panas tu, i spotted a place that i thought it would be quiet exotic for photoshoot. :/
so what else---within a hurried seconds, i forced fana to snap my pictures. ;p

see, told ya. the location is okay kan? padahal belakang rumah orang je.

hahh..budget saya ni Hanis Zalikha kan? ada 19734 followers. padahal tak sampai tiga digits pun. -,-

bee,

thanks for accompany me till i sleep. thanks for making me sleep calmly and less frighten. i just love you so much. ...and i'm sorry. :(

sorry. i miss-heard

i want to apologize about the previous post. especially to mimie. i missed heard/heard it wrong about something. it's not "ain dengan mimie tu over," no. she didn't say that. she said, "nak dengar cerita lucu pasal mimie dengan ain tak?" 

sorry. tersalah info. but still, it's hurt the same.

sides of a broken family

i've been thinking about what to post since like pagi tadi. but yet, sekarang i don't know what how to write. fuck, what's with me? kan kau dah fikir macam macam ayat nak luahkan rasa marah, geram kau. tapi kenapa sekarang you suck all your words and feel your eyes throbbing from trying hard to stop the tears from falling. 

damn damn.. why people have to hold a feeling that is called, idk..um, okay maybe it's called, satu perasaan menyampah yang akan dirasai oleh seseorang yang sudah lama bersama dengan kita. and that result: mengumpat.

"ain dengan mimie tu over....." what? sorry, idk the full sentence. but from what i hear, it's not sound good.. 

my feeling was like, :'(

mummy daddy, apa salah kami? 

hang tau tak, aku rasa excited gila nak p band petang semalam. sebab apa? sebab nak jumpa hangpa.

hang tau tak, apa aku rasa time first first nampak hang, mummy? aku rasa happy gila. terus rasa rindu nak manja manja gedik gedik dengan hang. serious.

and daddy, hang tak tau macam mana happy nya aku bila nampak hang. aku rasa nak lompat terus pergi dekat hang time hang muncul tiba tiba tu. rindu gila kot nak dengar nasihat hang, nak dengar hang bebel bebel dekat aku, mimie. lepas tu cakap, "hang nii..haihh" -,-'

tapi nak buat macam mana, kan daddy mummy? aku sayang gila dengan hangpa semua. kita dah macam satu family kot. aku dah lah susah nak selesa dengan orang. kalau aku dah selesa, memang macam ni lah perangai aku. over gedik, kan? sorry jugak kalau hang tak suka perangai aku macam tu. aku just jadi diri aku sendiri.

aku maybe takpandai nak cakap aku rindu dekat korang, aku maybe takde masa nak text korang, aku maybe macam sombong gila tak tegur korang dekat facebook, aku jugak yang asyik bagi excuse je asal hang semua dok ajak aku overnight.

aku ni memang jarang text text orang, and aku open facebook just to check notification, sorry jugak sebab aku asyik tak dapat keluar overnight dengan korang tapi tu bukan sebab aku taknak, tu sebab aku ada alasan lain(jangan persoalkan kenapa dengan budak lain aku boleh.hang semua extra special untuk aku.jangan samakan hang dengan depa), and yess, honestly i miss you guys so much, mummy daddy. tak tipu. i miss the time we hanging out dekat foodcourt, the time we met dekat bazar, setiap kali balik dari band pergi pasar malam althou aku tak pernah pernah suka pergi sana sebelum ni, and the time kita bincang benda takpenting tapi buat gaya macam isu dunia, wondering about the not necessary thing, and i miss the old you yang asyik dok bebel bebel dekat aku, asyik nasihat aku. :(

this family, is broken apart. and now, i'm slowly learning how to cure myself and tell myself repeatedly that i should know how to appreciate people. sorry. i miss you guys, but it's just seem so out of track. i seem like an idiot to you guys, always came out with excuses and lie a lot. maybe i should change all your contact names. no more albakry at the end of each name. :((