Showing posts with label ibu. Show all posts
Showing posts with label ibu. Show all posts

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Being the leader of the family

I used to wake up as early as 11.00am.
I used to find ibu the first thing every morning (okay,count it morning)
I used to straight away went lepak after my breakfast
I used to reject/ignore ibu's call when I'm out (not really reject, tak perasan ibu call.cliche)
I used to go home at any time that is acceptable
I used to confine myself in my room with the internet
I used to go out only when ibu get the dinner ready
I used to eat while chatted/argued stuffs with my family, and ibu and papa
I used to make ibu and papa yelled at us
I used to hear them lectured and make faces

I used, I used..now when they are away, I fucking messed up. Fucking don't-have-a-life. I thought I do be fine. I thought we are all cool. I thought I didn't miss you these much. I thought I wouldn't freak out when Yamin cried. I thought I can handle the tasks at home. I thought our babysitter is cooler. Well God, my thoughts are obviously drifted. I miss ibu papa. I terrifyingly miss them! More sick, I'm worrying about them like 86323446834889secs per day (did I count it right?heck,I have no mood to Google).


always miss and pray for you guys,
Ain & adik adik :(
be back soon, please!

Friday, September 16, 2011

19yr'o: Day #1

heee so much of counting days, and memories. im growing older! yeeeebbaaaaaa! :DD (okay, this year memang boleh happy lagi. tunggu next year, dah hilang -teen) :(
there are so much wishes to be made, but yet i haven't find one yang possible and berguna. (assuming nak kulit putih berseri tu impossible) =.= so this year celebration might differ from yesteryear. (i was celebrating w my friends last year--creating perfect theme,turning up the stereo volume,doing the preparation w closest friends,seeing my girlfriends hooked up w my other friends etc). so much of  'the-most-(fill in the blank)-in-town dream'. now that im growing older and maturer (ecehh), im begin to appreciate family value. :)
first half of yesterday, i spent my time upsetting about "tak suka hari ni.orang yang ain sayang,semua tak ingat birthday ain >.<". hafiz totally ignored the date. didnt even wished me. my closest friends pun tunggu saya call, baru wish. okay takpe la, kawan. *sedapkan hati. (noted; di sini friends dekat facebook tak dikira). ibu was real nice, suruh saya balik awal sebab nak ajak makan makan dekat kedai. but that time, i was thinking kitaorang gonna hv dinner w just our family kecik. tau tau all my keturunan datang. :D INCLUDING HAFIZ! :D
thanks ibu, thanks! :') always plan the best for my birthday. dari kecik lagi. thanksss :))))


afraid of -ty. pls come slowly 2012:(



this year punya tak dapat lagi.in pokchick's camera


Monday, May 9, 2011

tiba tiba angel ni dah ada depan mata saya, bila saya first time buka mata.

ibu wouldn't probably read this. so kay, bye. it doesn't gv effect if i write anything sweat. i mean, sweet (T.T). hee k k, tetapkan niat ain! takpayah nak menunjuk sangat. =.=

day before mother's day:
pagi: "YA ALLAH ain takhantar adik lagi? dah lambat dah niiiiii! teacher dah dua tiga telefon!" "haha ain main main je laa. ain dah hantar dah. dah lama hantar(padahal baru 5minit hantar)" "pasal belajar jangan main main dengan ibu! ishh tak tenang ibu. k lah, bye." =.=

night: "awak pergi mana! tok kata tak sampai sampai lagi rumah. dah malam ni! ya allah" "ain bawak adik keluar, nak beli hadiah untuk ibu" "risau ibu. tok dah bebel bebel. cepat sikit balik! takpayah lah pergi rumah tok, kalau lewat sangat. awak jangan balik lepas pukul 11." :(

midnight: "hehh kenapa ni kenapa ni? haa?" tiba tiba bangun tidur, rambut terpacak pacak macam drakulla sebab papa baru lepas urut kepala ibu pening. "takde apa, ibu. takde apa. pergi lah tidur tuuu." "ishhhh pening lah ibu macam ni! taktenang ibu tidur." buat muka nak menangis sebab stress, pening kepala adik gaduh tumbuk tumbuk menangis, si kakak sulung lagi mengapikan. datang balik, "hadiah terbaik anak anak ibu, cukup lah buat ibu tenang. ni baik ambik je pisau, bunuh ibu" :[

ibu si kakak sulung





don't tell me, 'ibu ain tu baik sangat. lembut je' if you don't know how she looks when she's going red (or is it, if you don't know how naughty and besar kepala her anak anak are? =.=). 
but ppl are right when they say all the good things bout ibu. she is lembut, baik, soft-spoken, sporting, best and hot sampai duck cakap 'eh cikma tu hot gila ah.silap ada ik nazeri.kalau tak dah lama ain jadi anak tiri koi' wtf =..=
no one is really grateful unless you are the daughter of this woman. she is such an angel, and is a big idol for me. i hate to say i love you and things. it's just not me. it's you. =.= you always come up with the romantic and sweet ideas. for papa's birthday present even papa don't even know his own birthday, for adik adik's birthday party, for me when i said 'nak choc ibuu' and she eventually make it on purpose when i going back home. i should learn her quality on this! hee
she is a bestfriend of mine, indeed! she knew all my secrets, what i hate, and when i tell lie. she knew me well enough, and i could say, better than me. (she said, ain memang macam tu.selalu salahkan oranglain. i was, hey entah bila masa entah.ain takpernah pun! >.< when aza said the same thing, only then.) she knew i hate dicipline but she keep advice me. she knew that i hate when my stuffs are being touched, so she collected all my stuffs, even the sikat rongak and plastic ice cream, in one plastic, because she knew i will not mengamuk if the tin air gas hafiz gave me masa sekolah dulu dulu kena buang. she knew i never called myself 'aku' or 'koi' (temerloh=.=) and when i started talking 'aku-kau', she asked me and told me i was naive and sweet when i bahasakan diri 'ain'. she knew i love losing ppl, and when i love ppl, i will love him seriously, like serious seriouslyyy, so she support me and gv me advices in my love life.
she is also, a good advisor and stylist. she will always come up with solutions. always. she will thinks of everything in details. including, how i suppose to angkat kain when hujan. ambik bakul dulu ka, belari dulu ka. she also willing to cover me up when i wanted to meet hafiz and not following them balik kampung. she will give reason to papa, and in the back, she also told me to jaga diri, jangan ajak hafiz masuk rumah sebab ibu dengan papa takde, minum dkt sini sini je.tapi jangan dekat kedai tu lah.ada kawan papa ramai. hee i love you, ibu. and yea, she always give me opinion if i want to do my hair. eherm, and also money. hee i never use my own money for hair. and keep remind me, jangan buat rambut leper sangat, nanti muka bulat. (T.T)

HAHH IBU. SUCH AN ANGEL.


i want to request you as my mother in my second's life and afterlife,
 boleh? :) i love you.